I thought of all the things I had yet to do, of all the love, of all the fun, of all the life still ahead. I thought of it all until I found myself buried deep inside the endless sinking hole. Hopelessly failed loser. Echoes of the crowds cheering above, crowds that seek constant crowds and their approvals, crowds that are nothing alone, crowds that attempt to destroy anything that is not their own, crowds that are afraid of any kind of ambitions… I started to rage rage rage against the murder of the light. Attempting to reinvent myself, reinvent again and again, to escape the clutches of the darkness that is the future never lived. I may have died once again. I may never again go home. Still. I am. Now. Clenching my teeth. Tightening my grip. In the netherworld. Searching for the light. Feral and unforgiving.

Now the devil said,

Come on and walk with me.

I’ll show you some things that you may not ever see.

It’s time that I made myself real clear

And if things are cool, we’ll stop off and grab a beer.

Ohhh

Well, I never wanted to start any type of fight.

I always wanted to make things just real right.

But Jesus is mad and he’s blaming it all on me,

When the problem is you, it’s very plain to see.

Ohhh

Now the horse out back has got a dirty mind,

And the man on the moon is drinking up all the shine.

The witch on the broom is fixing soon to crash,

But I’ll be around to pick up all the trash.â??

Ohhh Jesus said, Ohhh.

And the devil said, Ohhh.

And the angels said, Ohhh.

Coyote said, Ohhh.

The white rabbit said, Ohhh.

The little yetti said, Ohhh.

And we all said, Ohhh.

Gram Rabbit – Dirty Horse