As the moments continue to fall in a reliable way I continue to walk the line between what I thought was sanity and what I hope is sanity now. I let the silence guide me when I feel at my lowest. Uninterrupted silence. So I can feel the heart beat within. So I remember that I am still alive. To remember that I live. I live even when I struggle understanding why I deserve to. Or want to. Listening to my heart beat. One beat at a time. Knowing that one day it will cease to be…

Words like violence

Break the silence

Come crashing in

Into my little world

Painful to me

Pierce right through me

Can’t you understand

Oh my little girl

All I ever wanted

All I ever needed

Is here in my arms

Words are very unnecessary

They can only do harm

Vows are spoken

To be broken

Feelings are intense

Words are trivial

Pleasures remain

So does the pain

Words are meaningless

And forgettable

All I ever wanted

All I ever needed

Is here in my arms

Words are very unnecessary

They can only do harm

All I ever wanted

All I ever needed

Is here in my arms

Words are very unnecessary

They can only do harm

Enjoy the silence

Depeche Mode – Enjoy the Silence