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New beginning. Wishful thinking. Accept what you are. Not special yet rebelling against anything resembling reliable, anything resembling steady. After letting self getting buried into self pity that lead to desiring destruction of self because I have again failed. It’s time to truly accept self and my own reality. My worldview. Perfectly captured in Slipknot’s “People = Shit.”

C’mon!

Here we go again, motherfucker

Come on down and see the idiot right here

Too fucked to beg and not afraid to care

What’s the matter with calamity anyways?

Right? Get the fuck out of my face

Understand I can’t feel anything

It isn’t like I wanna sift through the decay

I feel like a wound

And like I got a fucking gun against my head

You live when I’m dead

One more time, motherfucker

Everybody hates me now, so fuck it

Blood’s on my face and my hands

Don’t know why,

I’m not afraid to cry

But that’s none of your business

Whose life is it? Get it? See it? Feel it? Eat it? Spin it around

So I can spit in his face

I wanna leave without a trace

Get out, I don’t want to die in this place

People equals shit

People equals shit

People equals shit

People equals shit

People equals shit

What you gonna do

People equals shit

’cause I’m not afraid of you

People equals shit

I’m everything you’ll never be

People equals shit

C’mon!

It never stops

You can’t be everything to everyone

Contagion

I’m sitting on the side of Satan

What do you want from me?

They never told me the failure I was meant to be

Overdo it, don’t tell me you blew it, stop your bitchin’

And fight your way through it

I’m not like you

I just fuck up

C’mon, motherfucker, everybody has to die

C’mon, motherfucker, everybody has to die!

People equals shit

What you gonna do

People equals shit

’cause I’m not afraid of you

People equals shit

I’m everything you’ll never be

People equals shit

Yeah

Got that?

Right?

Time to embrace the self that was always here. Fuck off, motherfucker!

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