What if today is your last day? If so can you honestly say you led a satisfying life? Have you truly given it your all? I can honestly say that at times… fuck that… many times I didn’t give my best. Instead I let fear and laziness inform my choices. Sometimes I still do. It absolutely cripples me when that happens. So… I try… every day to give it my best. My absolute best. To conquer my fears and doubts. To power past my past failures and disappointments. To get better and better. So I can survive the times when I am not at my best. To have a deeper knowing that I can and I will. And that I fucking am even when I think I am not.