As the moments continue to fall in a reliable way I continue to walk the line between what I thought was sanity and what I hope is sanity now. I let the silence guide me when I feel at my lowest. Uninterrupted silence. So I can feel the heart beat within. So I remember that I am still alive. To remember that I live. I live even when I struggle understanding why I deserve to. Listening to my heart beat. Knowing that one day it will cease to be…