2019

hey look ma
I made it
I think I’m okay
ready to let go

missed connection
under your scars
you’re somebody else
unsainted

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Day 100 of 100 of a wonderful challenge that combined my love for music and my desire that some day I will write yet again. It seems fitting to end it with a collage made from music that topped the charts in 2019 that in a big way signified the end of a very particular era when a few big dreams crashed and burned and for a while nothing really mattered to me anymore. However, my heart and soul may have been shattered, but my spirit was far from defeated. Slowly but surely I started rising from the ashes of defeat and with each step I grew stronger and stronger. Looking back I find it quite shocking to remember how many times I wanted to cease to be during the so called great love era because a lot of times that is how I felt. These days I find life to be precious and exciting. Every breath I take matters just like every moment I get to life fully does. Darkness may be my perpetual passenger and that is perfectly fine. I am who I am, however, that doesn’t mean I am not striving to let in more light as well as to evolve into a better human.

Big love to all that jumped on board during this journey. Your support and care mean a lot. Thank you beyond.

Now, 2021

4 thoughts on “2019

  1. You ended this so very deeply beautifully, Danijel. Thank you for inspiring me so much. May we keep heading toward the light, sweet friend, and meet in the darkness when it is good and right to do so. Peace and love, always. Well done. 🙏🏻♥️🕊🌹

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    1. Thank you, wondrous sister! It saddened me a bit to come to an end of the challenge. To be able to explore music, words, and piece together blitz poetry that in some way represented a certain year and at time even an era, it’s a blessing for sure. Just like having a privilege of reading your prose and poetry. You inspire beyond. Perhaps more importantly though – your brilliant word and thought weaving helped me to overcome a few obstacles that left me stuck for quite some time. Thank you for being here and for existing. It truly is making the world a better place. Much love. Always. ❤️❤️❤️

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