no words.
no words can
bring back the joy
slashed to pieces
by ignorance.
no words can
heal the deep
wounds caused
by careless selfishness.
words are empty.
meaningless.
worthless.
best to cut out my tongue.
brake every bone in my fingers.
chop them off.
staple eyes shut.
then cut them out.
to only be able to listen.
given immortality.
to wander aimlessly.
it’s what I deserve.
to get lost
to be forgotten.
today,
yesterday,
tomorrow,
every day.