there is not just one of you. there is no such thing as just one authentic self either. to be authentic you must accept the chaos that surrounds you externally and powers you internally. accepting chaos means accepting that there is darkness in you too. darkness that is you just as the light is. to be authentic you means accepting a whole range of yous. some are lighter than the others. some are pure. others are filthy. stop freaking out about the chaos whenever it swallows you. instead accept it. just like you should accept that there is a dark side of you, dark desires, dark thoughts, and a dark side of your soul. to reject the darkness within is to reject who you are. to reject the darkness inside you is to reject the authentic you…