Today I feel nothing but tears and darkness. I feel each of my fails and deficiencies. Be it mental or physical. I am here because of my choices. Because of my actions and inactions. I am accepting responsibility for being less than and worse. Accepting that I have caused harm and hurt. Accepting that accepting it doesn’t make it ok. Far from it. But it can inform my now, my choices, my be. Both be that is now and yes, my future be….