i see you cry
tears gushing furiously
for you feel painfully lonely
my hand stays next to me
it doesn’t reach towards you
like it did every times before
i don’t come running to you
i don’t embrace you warmly
i don’t whisper calming words
i know you deserve it all
and much much more
yet i just stand there
watch you cry
like a heartless bastard
that i’ve become
crippled by own heart
heart that loves
loves hard
loves beyond