my right eye blinks faster than the left one.
much faster. i can see the inside of the eyelids.
the broken veins. purple.
.
a net made out of tiny blood pumping veins.
they are swelling up. I bring my fingers to it.
spread the eye lids. caress the eyeball.
.
soon, dear vision. soon.
soon you will be able to rest forever.
you deserved better. you deserved more beauty.
not what this vessel exposed you to.
fuck regret.
Stream of happymess 